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06 August 2009 @ 10:28 pm

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream

You do something to me that I can't explain
So would I be out of line if I said
I miss you.

I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow, next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days
But already I'm wasting away.

I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And, I miss you.
(i miss you)

-incubus.

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08 July 2009 @ 11:52 pm

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there's no combination of words
i could put on the back of a postcard
no song that i could sing
but i can try for your heart
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs,
with sepia tone loving.
love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart
like why are we here? and where do we go?
and how come it's so hard?
it's not always easy,
and sometimes life can be deceiving,
i'll tell you one thing - it's always better when we're together

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03 July 2009 @ 11:08 pm

appreciate.

cos' sometimes we want something only because someone else possesses it.
sometimes we only come to treasure what we have after losing it.

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18 May 2009 @ 10:36 pm

this is lyrical love.

if i had no more time
no more time left to be here
would you cherish what we had
was it everything that you were looking for

if i couldn't feel your touch
and no longer were you with me
i'd be wishing you were here
to be everything that i was looking for

i don't wanna forget the present is a gift
and i don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
cos Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

so everytime you hold me, hold me like this is the last time
everytime you kiss me, kiss me like you'll never see me again
everytime you touch me, touch me like this is the last time
promise that you'll love me
love me like you'll never see me again

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01 February 2009 @ 09:42 pm

i can't if you don't

new lyrical choreo.
aileen i think you'll like this one?

MUSIQ SOULCHILD - IF U LEAVE (FEAT. MARY J. BLIGE)

You think, I'm so full of it, full of it
But I think, I'm just fed up, baby
You think I can be so arrogant, arrogant
But I'm just tryna keep my head up, baby
You think I procrastinate, baby
But I think I'm taking my time
You think you need to leave
But I think I disagree

If you believe, you'll do best without me
I'll let it go, girl, it's over
But before we say goodbye
Let's give it a try
If you leave, then baby I'll leave
I'll let it go, girl, it's over
But I have no doubt,
We can work it out

/

I think, you're so full of it, full of it
You just don't know when to let up, baby
I think, you're so arrogant, arrogant
That you think you're so much better, baby
That I think it ain't healthy for me to judge you by your flaws and that's why, I
No I could criticise, but i put that aside
To focus on you and I

If you believe, you'll do best without me
Then I'll let it go, boy, it's over
But before we say goodbye
Let's give it a try
If you leave, then baby I'll leave
I'll let it go, boy, it's over
But I have no doubt,
We can work it out, yeah.

/

No, now if you leave me, you're gonna miss me
And i'm not sayin' that I'll be here waitin'
Since we're here right now
Instead of walkin' out
Let's work to reach the point that I know we can be

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28 January 2009 @ 09:55 pm

baby, that's just me

here as tagged by clara. lowell you are one weird person who separated yours into facts habits and goals lol!
and no i'm not gonna tag people back.

25 things about me
1. i swear i wouldn't do this unless i was really bored
2. i think sheep are really cute. (meeehhhhh...)
3. i wish my parents continued to send me for ballet when i was young
4. my dresser is almost always a mess because there's too much stuff on it.
5. dark chocolate > milk chocolate > white chocolate !!!
6. i didn't know my blood type until dec last year when i went to donate blood with lowell -----> i'm A+ !
7. the walls of my room are painted personally by me (:
8. i also like cartoon dinosaurs! they say when i was young my favourite show was Barney & Friends and i watched it every day -_-
9. i like the number 9
10. i must take a shower before i leave the house to go anywhere. unless i'm just popping out to buy something for 15min.
11. i like to collect nice shopping bags, plastic bags, paper bags, and i keep them all nicely away for future use :D
12. by dance night 2009 i will stretch and stretch and stretch and i will be able to do a leftsplit rightsplit centresplit all the time without fail noooo problem!
13. i ♥ romantic comedies
14. tennis is my worst sport. i suck at it 99.99%. 0.01% is i credit myself cos at least my racket can connect with the ball. occasionally.
15. i think clowns <(:o) are creepy. so are those dolls with the eyes that can blink.
16. when i'm damn bored i will download many of those 1-hour free trial games to pass many hours of time. interested? i can recommend you the good sites. LOL.
17. if i know i've an event/outing coming up i plan what to wear beforehand.
18. i love babies (((:
19. i like to personalise and DIY
20. whenever i have a bad encounter with an unpleasant-crazy-kiasu-tsking-shoving-afropermbouncing-annoying old aunty i always swear to myself that when i am old i WILL NOT be an unpleasant-crazy-kiasu-tsking-shoving-afropermbouncing-annoying old aunty myself. i will not shove my way to the bus door when the bus is still 8259132473metres away from the bus stop. i will not rrrrrrrrrrrruuuuuuuuunnnnnnnn from one mrt train to change to the other line as if my the train seat is 梁山伯 and my butt is 祝英台. and most of all i will not take off my sandals and put my feet up on the seat opposite me on the bus no matter how empty the bus is! i may be old and wrinkly but i will still maintain social etiquette!
21. that was a long one. i like to buy pretty arts&crafts stuff. like. stickers. haha.
22. i still like to watch Disney Channel! it is not as childish as it sounds!!! many people can attest to that!
23. i keep my important trinket, notes, cards, gifts carefully faithfully and sentimentally.
24. i will keep dancing. someday i will pickup latin and ballroom dancing too. and maybe i can dance into my elderly years like those aunties who dance sexy dance at khatib central basketball court. hahahahhaha.
25. it will be my lifelong goal to keep trying new and exciting things!

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21 January 2009 @ 02:11 pm

24/7

you'd think you'd be able to see past the veil by now but no.

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17 January 2009 @ 12:15 am

love

it's a dance and a song,
a duet in both, and of both.

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15 January 2009 @ 12:02 am

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ok maybe one day, suddenly, in an instant, i'll have like *SLAP TO THE FACE* kind of awakening. maybe one day i'mma become a cold-hearted snake (paula abdul, lol) and i'll be able to shrug off things like a hideous fur jacket. maybe one day i will become wonderwoman! and be invincible and infallible and indestructible inside and out!

i wish i could be a lot of things. but i'm me, i wanna be me. maybe just a better me.
but until then, this is what i've got.

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09 January 2009 @ 06:23 pm

we all look like we feel

yes, my mood is predatory. i.e. if i could get my hands on the prey, there would be lots of horror and convoluted pleas for mercy. talk about irksome, gross and low.

have been sick for a few days now, but seems to be getting better. for lack of better plans, i now spend a lot of my time reading library-borrowed novels or watching rented movies. but interesting movies will soon run out and then i will have less things to do. so i should really look for some kind of part-time job.

what did i do since the last time i was here? i remember one day i was out with angel, had lunch and walked around the city hall/dhoby ghaut area then went to amk then went to library and i was pretty damn tired after that from not sleeping at all the previous night. i've been having like this bloody insomnia problem for.. almost a week?? i just can't fall asleep! i feel like a nocturnal bat or something -------> >:{ (angry bat)

after that. oh class farewell dinner for the as-of-today tekong-dwellers. went to Bumbu restaurant near Arab St. which is this indo-chin place where i bet angel felt most properly at home :p food was pretty good. rice-lovers will relish the free-flow of rice. i was more thankful for the free-flow of iced water.

okay 2 weeks. 2 weeks and hopefully we'll all be able to meet up over the CNY break. and hopefully i'll be able to tell them that i'm doing something other than bumming around /:

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Catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen,
You have stolen my heart.

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Current Music: Stolen - Dashboard Confessional

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